lol after about one month of owning a camera ._.
i realised that most of the shots i took are of guys =.="
could it be that im turning gay D:

D:

and im bored now cause im stuck outside of my house with no house keys OTL
._.
ugh so bored D:

yeah i stalked her for a bit XD but i feel like i have resolved something ._.

so yeah i actually met the girl and talked to her abit the week after the last post XD
i kinda stalked and waited her out XD hurhurhur things that girls make you do >.<


some people are just nice to look at and admire XD

so so i was waiting for a certain someone ._.
and then suddenly somehow that person went ahead of me XD
so so as i ran toward wherever i think that person might be >.<
there was someone who caught my attention but i thought it was impossible XD
so as i turn to take a lok at the face of that person ._.
ah.
yeah... i had no idea if that makes sense but meh who cares XD


im really shy but no one believes me D:

So so in my hands was something of significant value XD
but im suppose to return it to someone D:
and i cant find that person D:
and i really dun wan to call to hear the voice from the speaker of my phone D:
so i walked around looking for that person D:
unable to find that person D:
i had to talk to someone whos jus a friend of that person ._.
so my heart went doki doki cause i was shy D:
i felt like a part of me died at that time ._.
oh wells at least mission accomplished XD


D: why are some people so pretty D:

D: im jealous D:
why are there so many pretty people living on this island and i dunno them D:
i should be less shy and make more friends D:

saw her for once in like 3 to 4 years already ._.
im kinda happy to know that shes around at least XD
but i didnt say hi to her ._. regret D:
i dun really understand this feeling but it kinda gives me hope that i will meet him one day though i probably wont recognise him since it will be like already 10 years odd now....

and i think she noticed me XD

seriously jus stop with your attention seeking ways ...
its so annoying i jus wish i can kill you ._.

derp.


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"Hey, I'm gonna head to school now." written on my handphone, the source of panic.

Panicking, I called the source.

"When you see~"

"Why... why did you have a crappy song to be played when I'm calling you at such a moment..." as I mentally complained about the song playing.

As I ran up the escalator and cross the bridge pass through the mrt station.

"Missed call... Is it that hard to pick up the phone?" irrational thoughts as anger slowly surge through.

Another attempt to call as I ran across another brige.

A sight of a bus... made me panic, as I sprint towards the bus...

Ah, someone picked up the phone...

"Yo, are you in the bus now?" asking as I tried to control my breathing...

"No, I'm at the mrt station," said the voice.

Letting loose a sigh of relief amongst the heavy breathing, I asked "Where exactly are you now?"

Still panting from all the running, I walked towards where the voice was coming from.

As I saw her, I don't understand why, but all that anger disappeared...

I was just glad that I didn't miss her...

 i ran until i started panting D:
._.
stress...

 *points to you*
XD
well not like anyone should care XD
but the only reason im living is to meet people XD
interesting people which makes no sense in this seemingly linear world XD
ill probably die the day when such people wont exist XD
but for now there sure is a whole lot of them :3
i cant really hate people when they are the reason im living :3

 uwah its been one wyear plus since i started cosplay ._.
alot of memories 
met awesome people which i dun need to mention names cause i think they know they are awesome people XD
wasted money on costume and all that shit XD
so im just gonna write down all the cosplay i did and estimate of how much they cost XD


Archer from fsn during eoy 2009 : $200 for costume $40 for wig $20 for prop.... $260
Mcd for soya without wig: $11 XD all second hand shit be awesome yo XD
mcd for kurobara with wig: $35 excluding the above XD
Taniguchi (side character no one cared about) : $50 for costume$10 for hairgel... XD
Kondo from gintama : $20 worth of cloth $15 for props $10 of random shit... $50 dollars of effort XD
Wriggle for cf : =.=" free leftover cloth from other cosplay ._.
Random repeats for events between cf and eoy...
Eoy kaito meltdown : $20 for everything... cause i borrowed wig :3
soya graham spector: $35 for wig $15 for jumpsuit $10 effort for cutting wig and having leg cramps..

so in total... $485 dollars excluding money for effort...
i cant even afford a ps3 D:
and yet they say cosplay is expensive =.=

lol interesting people XD
well that makes life much more fun i guess XD

but seriously you didnt need to rage quit liddat ._.
since you jus said no ill jus walk away la ._.
cmon i dun really extract information out of you do i =.="

well talk to me if you feel the need yea ._.

 cause i need to keep track of them or i will forget ._.






Confirmed
Kaito ver.1
Kaito ver.2
Kaito ver.3 (ok so theres not really 3 version but more of i dun wanna reveal the plan XD)
Lotad~
Headless Rider
Nicholas D. Wolfwood

Tentative
Kei Kurono
Casshern 
Butterfly guy from Busou renkin
Jin Sch uni ver.

._. cant think of anything else for now ._.